Acceptance...

Being in a situation, where, you don't like to be there, asking "Why am I here?" is really a struggle. A lot of us usually say, "Why do I have to get through all of this? All of these crap! I don't even want this!", anyway, this is usual. All of us has problems, however, some problems are really, really hard to deal with..

Based on my own experience, I've met a lot of people who are really down and want to give up, but, one thing I've noticed, there is one thing that keeps them alive, the faith that everything will be okay, even though its not immediate, but still they are keeping their faith. There was a point, that we really want to ask God, personally if only possible, what's going on, why life is like this, why are we going through all these pain. But, have you ever thought, what could be the best thing that we can see behind all of these pain we feel?

Not all.. Not all think this way.. I admit, once I asked God, what is my purpose in life, then I realized, what a fool I am. Why? Behind that question, I was asking God, why did you let me live, to only feel pain and depression. There, I realized, what the word "acceptance" means. To accept regret, to accept everything I have, to accept that everyday of my life I will encounter pain, to accept the reality that I was a failure... It really hurts.. The pain...

I thought about what could I do to overcome it, then when I learned to accept the things that are happening, I began to thank God, for all the misfortunes, unusual it is, but, it felt good. At least, HE is still giving me a chance everyday to see the sunrise, and seeing the situations behind all that is happening. I still have friends, family. I'm still lucky right? And acceptance really feels good, it makes me see things in perspective that I will surely pass this test. It makes me think about good things ahead of me, it teaches me to have faith in Him and also to myself.

"To feel the good things behind all the bad things that are happening, we should accept the bad things that are happening to us, then believe, it has a purpose, believe that after all of this, life will be fine... Acceptance... Hard to do, but we should take the risk..."